have it in o.s. (to do)முடிmuṭi(muḍi (ṇpn + instr.))(2b)be constitutionally able to do (or not do) s.t.; bring o.s. to do s.t.; find it in o.s. to be able to do s.t., (HS99 \S 2.3.5.1 [19])
Usage:
அது என்னால் முடியாதுatu eṉṉāl muṭiyātu
adu ennaale muḍiyaadu
I don't have it in me (to do s.t.) [I can't bring myself to do it]